Sometimes I sit with the breath and notice the mind asking, “What am I doing this for?” If there is an answer, the cushion can become a project. If there is no answer, sitting can become a dead end.
In shikantaza, “just sitting,” the point is not to produce a special state. We let knowing be knowing, sound be sound, breath be breath. Yet a beginner may need some shape: posture, attention, a gentle return. Where does that helpful shape become a trap?
I am curious where other people sit on this. Do you think practice needs a direction, even a small one? Can a session be enough with no aim? Does the Buddha’s teaching point to a purpose, or to the end of purpose? If you lean toward purpose, what shape does it take without turning into craving? If you lean toward no aim, how do you avoid drifting?
No verdict needed. A line, a doubt, a small image, is plenty.